I did not see it coming.
The way she had always have activities outside and leave her children behind,
The way she had always have time to hangout, having fun not with her family,
should have warned me.
I remember someone’s Grandma saying.
No matter how much we love someone, or think we know them, we can never know what it is like to be inside them.
There. I have the explanation. And although I still can not stop wondering and thinking,‘how could you?’, time and the universe will give me clues of why you flee.